LAKE BALATON

Sunday, October 25, 2009 at 3:13 AM




LAKE BALATON
Johan Ishak
Oil on Canvas
25cm X 30cm
25 Dec 2005
12:00 am
Chiswick, London

Given as a gift to Fawzita Ishak

ROMISED earlier, in my blog manifesto, was my commitment to various forms of art display. So far, poems have been published. This time, I think I should make my fine arts debut. I attach here the image of my first oil painting, "Lake Balaton".

On Christmas Eve 2005, I was alone in my Chiswick apartment. My wife and boy had gone back to KL for holidays. So were most of my Malaysian friends in London. As for my British friends, they had gone to their home towns to celebrate Christmas with their families. London being London, was dead on Christmas Eve. No buses, no tubes and no taxis as well. Unfortunately, I had no cars as it was not sensible to have one in London.

Being dead bored, I started to flick the channels on the TV. Nothing interesting. I was hoping for some documentaries on Jesus Christ but NO!, bloody BBC had to wait for Christmas Day itself before they air such programmes. Anyway, all the books I had had been read and no shops were opened for me to buy magazines, newspapers or even to hire video tapes / DVDs. I suddenly remembered that my wife had bought me some white canvas and oil paint tubes for my birthday 3 months ago. BINGO! a perfect opportunity for me to start what I've always wanted to venture in,... Oil Painting!

A painter is supposed to embrace his work by letting feelings and emotions guide the brush strokes. Well that did not happen to me. As I mentioned earler, my feelings and emotions were plain monotonuous "boredom", "ennui", "tedium" and whatever words you can find in the Thesaurus that describes the state of absent-interest. Can't let such negative feelings translate into an oil piece. So, I decided to flick the tabloid and paused at a picture of a lake snapped somewhere in Hungary. It was plain but unique. Not too much colours nor was it too complicated. BINGO! again. What a pleasant coincidence for it to be the inspiration for my first oil on canvas attempt. So I painted the lake as how it appeared in the tabloid page.

My previous art work has always been water colour or pencil based. Pencils are not too bad because you can erase and re-do when there are mistakes. Water colours are not that forgiving. Once you skrew, you are skrewed. Using oil made me realised how difficult it was to use water colours. With oil, do what you like. You can correct mistakes or you can choose to change your mind. It does not matter. The oil based paste is fantastic!

By the time I completed the piece, it was already Christmas. I wished my self and the wall,.. and the painting, Merry Christmas and washed my hands with olive oil (turpentine doesn't smell that good. So as an alternative, olive was good - not that I was going to cook anything when living alone like that). So I did it! My very first oil on canvas. I named the piece after the name of the lake itself, "Lake Balaton".

The painting has been given to my sister as a present for her house. Currently it is hanging on her wall. I gave her my trust not to lose this piece as this is, after all, my very first attempt of oil on canvas.

AESTHETIC REFLECTION

Saturday, October 17, 2009 at 3:49 AM

HIS is a pause to reflect what have been published in this blog to date, www.buanaseni.blogspot.com

INITIALLY MY EYES CAUGHT THE APPETITE FOR ART

My interest in art started way back when I was in primary school whereby colour pencils and magic ink were the primary medium. I slowly took up water colour and represented the school in art. Yes, art, not football nor rugby nor cricket (although I did managed to be in the school's rugby team for a very brief period of time until the coach realised that I am useless without my glasses - he kicked me out).

Now, I am exploring oil on canvas as inspired by painters such as Ismail Latiff, Jaafar Taib and Ibrahim Hussein. There was a time when I had a brief craze over photography but it didn't last long. I still haven't found a way to publish images on this blog but when I do, will certainly start populating fine arts here.


THEN THE EARS STARTED TO HEAR DIVINE PRESENCE IN MUSIC

Secondary school gave me the opportunity to explore two other forms of art, i.e. playing musical instruments and writing poems. From the music side of it, side drums, saxaphones and piccolos did not last and I ended up throwing bloody sticks (can't remember what that long thing is called) into the air for being a Drum Major for the school's brass band. Nothing to shout about.

However, guitar jamming became my passion and it's very close to my heart until now. It started off with a 4-piece band at school with me playing the bass guitar. Then again, I was a bassist in a band in Australia for lack of other interests as a Uni student. But this time, they let me play rhythm guitars occasionally. I got bored of bass and decided to just play the guitars as inspired by Saul Hudson (a.k.a SLASH), Joe Satriani, Jimi Hendrix and Yngwie Johann Malmsteen. 10 years after graduating (2006), got my self the epitome electric guitar, a GBP1,300 Gibson Les Paul with 60's type neck and Tobacco Burst body; coupled with Marshall Amplifiers.

Today, I still jam with the same group of friends on Friday nights when everyone of us (the band members) managed to free ourselves from work, social and family commitments. I keep the chords for my jamming sessions at www.jam-the-eadgbe.blogspot.com

FINALLY MY MOUTH UTTERS POETIC WORDS

Taking stock of what I intended to convey in this blog piece: What have I published so far? Well, can't figure out how to attach images or audio files. So, naturally I only published literature, i.e. my poems in English and Malay. As mentioned earlier, my interest in poems started in school with Malay being the preferred choice of language as inspired by icons such as A. Samad Said, Usman Awang and Muhammad Hj Salleh. There were also quite considerable attempts of English poems as I was supposedly intended to be trained as the school's English debater - this did not materialise.

These poems were written by me at various stages of my life between 1996 to 2006 while I was working in Perth, the northern Pacific islands (i.e. Guam-USA, Marshall Islands, Marianna Islands and Micronesia Islands), Kerteh, London and Klang Valley. There are 28 Malay poems and 17 English poems, both totalling 45 selections, which have been published in this blog covering various aspects of life such as faith, history, love, melancholy as well as fictional and current issues. In my life so far, I must have written more than 100 poems but some are lost from my records and some I choose not to publish - either because they are too personal or not of the standard that is worthy to be shared with others. In fact, some of the 45 selected pieces had to be re-edited by me to avoid any misinterpretation that could suggest racism or/and insensitivity as well as corrections for spelling and grammatical errors.

AND SO MY PASSION IN ART CONTINUES

I did not write or paint in 2007, 2008 and 2009 but I still go for jamming sessions once in a while. Having switched my employment from financial assurance to the media and entertainment industry, my long lost passion has now awaken. I shall recommence my efforts to write, paint and jam and will share with you my work in this blog whenever possible (Can someone advise me how to show images and project audio in blogs?)

Johan Ishak

17 October 2009


KOTARAYA

at 3:44 AM
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Johan Ishak, 11:06 pg; 2 April 2001, Bandar Sunway

KOTARAYA

Seribu janji dan harapan
Penyuluh nasib insan – insan
Yang memanjat berkali – kali
Setelah kecundang acap kali
Kotaraya
Tempatnya jaya, kaya dan raya
Berwajah ma’nikam menghiasi jiwa
Hampir semua turut menarik
Apa yang patut dicapai saja
Resah gelisah ayah dan bonda
Menuai padi menangkap sepat
Terkenangkan anak di rantauan
Yang memanjat di Kotaraya
Seribu janji dan harapan
Ada yang jaya ada yang musnah
Tempat jaya, kaya dan raya
Kotaraya yang menjanjikan
Hampir semua turut menarik
Apa yang ada
…….cukup untuk hidup

PAWAKA INDAH

at 3:42 AM











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Johan Ishak, 8:04 pg, 23 November 2000, Kerteh Terengganu

PAWAKA INDAH

Merah terserlah
Api yang membakar
Api-api yang menyala
Memuntahkan sinar
Yang menyelubungi
Aura saujana
Menyuluh jauh berbatuan
Menyerah nasib di pinggiran
Menghambakan kewujudan
Zat kuasa kehangatan
Biru menyeru
Pawaka Indah
Berkayuapikan
Emas hitam
Berkronikan sahabat
Sang Pawana Durjana
Menyerah nasib di pinggiran
Emas hitam...... Hai! Pengiran
Pawaka Indah
Menyala sudah
Pawaka hati
Bersuara sudah
Tanah gersang disimbah bah
Perintah songsang dicemari gah
Merah terserlah....
Terserahlah...........

DI PAGI NOVEMBER

at 3:40 AM

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Johan Ishak, 8:11 pg, 22 November 2000, Kerteh Terengganu

DI PAGI NOVEMBER

Langit tak rendah
Atau rasa gundah
Hitam dan kelabunya
Menusuk kalbu
Sambil mencurahkan kasih
Walau menghancurkan
Titisan air yang ganas
Mencakar dan merogol
Semangat insan - insan
...dan musafir hina
Yang kembaranya
Suci dan jujur
Tabah dan ikhlas
Ombak tinggi
Yang kini bermerah pasir
Di pinggiran teluk
Mencabar nelayan
Yang meredah samuderaraya
Dan merempuh badaian gelora
... bertawakallah mereka
Di pagi November
Jiwa -jiwa di Pantai Timur
Menangis
Kerana tidak berkesempatan
Untuk ke Teluk Bidara
Bersedih
Kerana tidak berkesempatan
Untuk ke Tanjung Jara

Wahai penghuni pantai
Tengkujuh menziarah kita lagi
Biarlah kita bermurah hati
Memberi peluang kepada Tengkujuh
Untuk hanya sebulan dalam setahun
Kita insaf..........

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