BUANASENI

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Johan Ishak, 2:31pm, 15 July 2001, Shah Alam

SOUL MIGRATION

Struggle within
For perfection
In lieu
… of rising expectations
I am insane
… because of this world
… this theatretical
… stage of fright
Give me this tea
I hope to sip
No sweet sugar baby
All I need is just bitterness
and a silver to stir
Come the aroma
May it burst
The anguish out of me
Or perhaps dig a grave
And let it be
Beneath the remains
Struggle within
For the future
As the stepping stones
Messing with the chronology
(Quantum Leap)
Overtaking
And never to look back
So I did it
Did it with no regrets
Carefully calculated
The forgone milky honey
Not to be sorry
… of cognitive dissonance
But to sought betterment
For the brotherhood
I solemnly give my oath
To struggle within